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bonjour charlotte.

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You won't remember this, but I will.. your sweet baby smell, your soft breath on my face, your tiny little fingers wrapped around mine. When life feels like it's spinning out of control and you start walking.. or driving.. or even walking down the aisle someday, I will close my eyes, and remember us. just. like. this. ❤️

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Aurora.

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There it sits, in the corner waiting to be brought to life for just this one day. Some might see the dress as just that, a dress.. a lifeless collection of beautiful fabrics, but I believe it to be more. I believe that the dress takes life even before she steps into it. As it sits there on the hanger, much like a muse of sorts, all of the energy that is building in this anticipation becomes a part of it. The tears of joy and the laughter amongst old friends as they share years of memories together, this energy becomes a part of everything around it. So that moment, when she steps in, is actually a transformation of energy or a magnetic reconnection, like an aurora. She literally becomes electric, and she can not help being beautiful. Not because of the fabric, or the makeup, or the hair, but because this is it. This is when it all becomes real. 

a break-fast date.

I just got back from a long weekend in Connecticut and Massachusetts with the girls. We were there for my cousin's wedding, and stayed a few extra days to spend some quality time with family and friends. Mathieu wasn't able to make it as he is so busy with work these days, but we managed to sneak out for a late breakfast this morning after the girls were both in school.. just the two of us. It was indeed fast, but that little break from it all felt good.

It's amazing how between all of the chaos of the daily grind, we can go an entire day without actually stopping, facing each other like this and just being present. It's actually sort of scary when you think about it.. and yet I know all too common amongst relationships, especially of those with little ones in the picture. But it is just soooooo important. You have to check-in once in a while. Even if just over a 30 minute breakfast date.

And, I have to say that he sure makes for a much better view than a computer screen.



trust, faith, and patience.

"what is meant for you will flow to you."

I read this this morning on my instagram feed. It was the very first thing that came up. It came from the incredible Jennifer Kass, #lovepioneer. (If you don't follow her you should. Her words are so motivational and resonate strongly with me.) I read this this morning and immediately said, yes. Thank you. Because it's so true and I really needed that reminder today.

I told myself that in 2015 my photography business is taking a front seat in my life. I am giving it the attention that it needs and deserves. But it can feel scary sometimes, and often I feel the ego stepping in and trying to control it, nervously, backed by fear. And that, I know, doesn't work. 

So, today, I am letting go of fear and letting love in. I am going to continue to work hard from a place of truth and love and passion. I will not let the insecure ego take charge of me and I will listen, truthfully, to myself. If something I am doing doesn't feel right.. I will take a step back and let myself listen to what is trying to get past the ego. "I will pull in trust, faith, and patience."